Thanks again Em, it's just really hard to get out of my head when I am in this state. When we where growing up and we were hurting or confused we learnt quickly to focus on someone else and their pain or worries. Back then it was always my siblings, I would sneak them a lollie or cookie if they where crying or if they where getting in trouble and about to be disciplined I would say they where covering for me even if it meant I would be hurt. As an adult I still do this with the only real friends I know and that is all you guys. So naturally I am going over all the worse case scenarios with @Lee82 , knowing what state she was in last time we chatted, well outlook not so great. In saying that I am also worried about @outlander and @Maggie and a couple of others. Thank you for chatting with me, but sweet lady say goodnight and rest please. I will chat with you again later today. Love you Em. @Emelia8
