My Mosaic

[Jynx]

omg @Bow!! You hit the JACKPOT! And you found the same one I have, that's soooo cool!! 

How pretty is it! 😍 

And oodles of Pratchett novels, you lucky ducky!! 😮💜

[Bow]

The jackpot indeed @Jynx  i wanna go back but it was a pain…. And expensive to get to. And I still need to find somewhere to put all these new ones I got. 

yes when I seen it and remembered that it was the one you have I had to get it. There is just so many different ones. They had a few really old copies behind the counter too.

maybe D will get into Pratchett novels some day.

i went by myself so no one would nag at me to hurry up. It smelt like old books as soon as I stepped in. And the old man working did not understand why I bought so many and some of them really old with half the cover missing. 

I didn’t ask you last night…. How your week was?

[Jynx]

@Bow omg that old book smell is SO GOOD. It's been a minnit since I've been to a bookshop, I'll have to find a good one round here!! 

Are there dragons in them? Haha I really wanna find some discworld novels, have heard incredible things about Pratchett's writing! 

My week was appt heavy, but okay. Been gaming lots, it's too cold to do much else!

[Bow]

Urgh I messed up
Stupid stupid stupid idiot

[Jynx]

What's happening for you @Bow ? 

[Bow]

I fuc€Ed up

doesnt matter @Jynx 

@don’t wanna burden anyone

so stupid

[Jynx]

Alternatively - you are doing whatever you can to survive @Bow 

This is the place to express this stuff hun where it's NOT burdensome. It's part of why this space exists in the first place. So that we have a safe space to be not okay. 

Not stupid - habit, and those are so hard to break. 

[Bow]

I hate all of this @Jynx  the lack of control of my own body and what it makes me do. 

I just wanted it to stop. Just wanted it to stop. 

im tired of it don’t want it no more can I 

[Jynx]

That kind of internal conflict is so painful @Bow - I want to be able to support you hun, what do you think you're needing? Safety planning? Crisis Service? Distraction? 

[Bow]

Could you possibly email me @Jynx ? Please